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Mr. More

My poor 16 year old cat is at the end of his life. I found out last Tuesday that he has Intestinal Lymphoma. There is not a lot the vet can do for him other than make him comfortable. He has been a loyal friend for over 5 years and I am truly going to miss him when he is gone. I will find out the final final diagnosis on Monday.

Needless to say, my stress level has been through the roof and I have been eating everything bad I can get my hands on. Workouts are a joke as I want to spend as much time as possible with him before I lose him.

Below are a few photos of my big fur child.

 

AJ Loves to Sleep

My poor Mr More (my 26lb, 15 year-old, diabetic cat) was REALLY sick all night. By sick, I mean, “stuff” coming out both ends all night. him shaking, and shivering in the shower stall all night. trying to go potty, but having issues (of the non-’solid’ variety), and since he is long-haired, hissing at me as I cleaned him up each time.

And being the good cat parent that I am, I was up with him.

All. Night. Long.

Poor big baby.

With less than 2 hours of sleep, I woke up at 6:30 all ready to get my butt on the treadmill.

Yeah- that didn’t even happen. Again. I went back to sleep for a while. (later on, I ended up taking a 3 hour nap at at 3 when I wanted to workout again. I really needed the sleep after my hellish night with the cat*.)

Grr.

With non-sleep comes poor(er) lunch food choices, I have found.

Anyway, Here is my food diary for the day.

B-fast

  • 13 high fiber crackers
  • cottage cheese
  • water
  • apple

Snack

  • Greek yogurt with blueberries

Lunch – I met a good friend for lunch. I made three food mistakes. 1. I did not know where were were going before I got to her office. 2. I was almost ready to eat my own hand when we got there 3. I asked her what she was going to get before I even looked at the menu. Dumb.

  • Bunless hamburger with a sprinkling of blue cheese
  • sweet potato fries with a small amount of dipping sauce
  • about 4 glasses of water (no soda- BIG ACHIEVEMENT)

Dinner:

  • Green salad with carrots, broccoli slaw (no dressing on the slaw) and cucumbers
  • Small amount of dressing (olive oil vinaigrette)
  • 3 servings of steamed broccoli plain
  • 2 light string cheese “logs” (is that what they are called?)
  • water

Snack:

  • a serving of Kashi Go Lean with 1 percent milk

While lunch was not at all what I would call the best option, I have to say I chose sweet potato fries over regular, no bun over bun, and water over soda. I actually heard myself ordering “diet-actually, just water please.”

When the heck have I done that in the last 6 months?

NEVER.

It has been all about the ‘supersize” this and “extra sauce” there. And “fried” everything else. I didn’t do that today. I did have something fried today, but a relatively small amount and it got rid of any craving I had.

But I think I made up for my “splurge” but eating a “light’ early dinner full of veggies.

I have to remember that this process is not a quick fix– it is a process.I live in the real life, not on TV on the Biggest Loser with my meals planned for me and 5 hours of exercise a day.

ONE DAY ONE MEAL AT A TIME.

I wanted to jump on the scale this morning to see “if I lost anything” but decided against it. One of my “goals” was to not weigh myself for 1 month. It has only been 4 days and I am already wanting to see if the changes to my diet are affecting me positively, body-wise.

I can tell you that the food changes are already helping me with my mood. I am not so crabby. And I am feeling more positive.

And positive is a great feeling.

*Mr More decided to feel MUCH better later in the day, of course after I had made an emergency vet appt. I was able to cancel the appt, and hope he won’t keep me up all night tonight. he is begging for food right now, so I think he is on the mend. Thank Goodness!

Can’t seem to catch a break lately-

I have a yucky infection in my gums that started yesterday – not nearly as bad as the one my mom had, but yucky none the less. I can’t wear my invisalign and i am having trouble eating anything more chewy than oatmeal…. darnit! The dentist thinks I have a piece of food stuck that is causing the infection between my back upper right 2 teeth. It is affecting my whole right side of my face though and my lymph nodes are really doing their job – my neck is swollen with them, along with the nodes right along my jawline. This next part is kinda gross so skip if needed. The dentist told me to soak floss in a hydrogen peroxcide/water mixture and tenderly floss the sections that are infected to help draw out some of the swelling. He said it wil bleed, but it is actually doing some good getting in there and maybe working the piece of food out. Then he said I should also rinse with saltwater and/or Listerine. Well, I have been doing all of this. Let me tell you, the floss thing hurts like hell, but I think it is actually working. The swelling is down a bit today. While my gums have not been bleeding, they did turn a nasty shade of dark purple and angry looking – when the dentist saw them he said ”well, I can see what you mean by ‘scary looking’” but he also said this is fairly common. Whew – I like fairly common… :-)

Anyway, If the swelling is not completely down/gone by Friday I am gonna run in to his office and get a prescription for antibiotics as I head out of town for a good friend’s wedding.

So here is my day in a nutshell -

  • 7:15AM get up to a wailing cat to feed and give him a shot 
  • back to sleep – I love sleep
  • call invisalign dentist – tell him what normal dentist said last night after stayed he after hours to see me (what a nice guy)
  • swish with peroxide; swish with salt water, floss and scream, take 3 motrin
  • call mom to give her update on how I am feeling
  • back to sleep – I love vacation
  • try to eat lunch, end up throwing it away and eating oatmeal
  • swish with peroxide; swish with salt water, floss and scream, take 3 motrin
  • watch TiVo’ed Oprah, Law and Order and In the Loop with iVillage
  • sleep sleep sleep
  • wake up to mom calling to see how I am feeling
  • go get mail; put Netflix’ed Knocked Up in DVD player; laugh uncontrolably
  • swish with peroxide; swish with salt water, floss and scream, forget to take 3 motrin
  • finish wacthing DVD extras from Knocked Up, put in The Queen
  • realize extra large orange cat has not been given evening shot or food – mom apologized to extremely pissed off cat-child
  • Order comfort food of Fish and chips from favorite take out place
  • eat 2 bites of fish and 10 fries before giving up on food for the day
  • pet/play fetch with extra large cat-child who is now extremely pleased after getting a few bites of left over fish
  • watch TiVo’ed TV for a while
  • swish with peroxide; swish with salt water, floss and scream, take 2 motrin with sleep aid
  • Update blog on brand. new. computer! I am in love.
  • hopefully sleep all through the night without extra large orange cat licking me/wanting to play at 4:15AM…. I can wish.

Have a great night everyone – the sleeping pill is kicking in!

AJ

Can’t seem to catch a break lately-

I have a yucky infection in my gums that started yesterday – not nearly as bad as the one my mom had, but yucky none the less. I can’t wear my invisalign and i am having trouble eating anything more chewy than oatmeal…. darnit! The dentist thinks I have a piece of food stuck that is causing the infection between my back upper right 2 teeth. It is affecting my whole right side of my face though and my lymph nodes are really doing their job – my neck is swollen with them, along with the nodes right along my jawline. This next part is kinda gross so skip if needed. The dentist told me to soak floss in a hydrogen peroxcide/water mixture and tenderly floss the sections that are infected to help draw out some of the swelling. He said it wil bleed, but it is actually doing some good getting in there and maybe working the piece of food out. Then he said I should also rinse with saltwater and/or Listerine. Well, I have been doing all of this. Let me tell you, the floss thing hurts like hell, but I think it is actually working. The swelling is down a bit today. While my gums have not been bleeding, they did turn a nasty shade of dark purple and angry looking – when the dentist saw them he said ”well, I can see what you mean by ‘scary looking’” but he also said this is fairly common. Whew – I like fairly common… :-)

Anyway, If the swelling is not completely down/gone by Friday I am gonna run in to his office and get a prescription for antibiotics as I head out of town for a good friend’s wedding.

So here is my day in a nutshell -

  • 7:15AM get up to a wailing cat to feed and give him a shot 
  • back to sleep – I love sleep
  • call invisalign dentist – tell him what normal dentist said last night after stayed he after hours to see me (what a nice guy)
  • swish with peroxide; swish with salt water, floss and scream, take 3 motrin
  • call mom to give her update on how I am feeling
  • back to sleep – I love vacation
  • try to eat lunch, end up throwing it away and eating oatmeal
  • swish with peroxide; swish with salt water, floss and scream, take 3 motrin
  • watch TiVo’ed Oprah, Law and Order and In the Loop with iVillage
  • sleep sleep sleep
  • wake up to mom calling to see how I am feeling
  • go get mail; put Netflix’ed Knocked Up in DVD player; laugh uncontrolably
  • swish with peroxide; swish with salt water, floss and scream, forget to take 3 motrin
  • finish wacthing DVD extras from Knocked Up, put in The Queen
  • realize extra large orange cat has not been given evening shot or food – mom apologized to extremely pissed off cat-child
  • Order comfort food of Fish and chips from favorite take out place
  • eat 2 bites of fish and 10 fries before giving up on food for the day
  • pet/play fetch with extra large cat-child who is now extremely pleased after getting a few bites of left over fish
  • watch TiVo’ed TV for a while
  • swish with peroxide; swish with salt water, floss and scream, take 2 motrin with sleep aid
  • Update blog on brand. new. computer! I am in love.
  • hopefully sleep all through the night without extra large orange cat licking me/wanting to play at 4:15AM…. I can wish.

Have a great night everyone – the sleeping pill is kicking in!

AJ

Can’t seem to catch a break lately-

I have a yucky infection in my gums that started yesterday – not nearly as bad as the one my mom had, but yucky none the less. I can’t wear my invisalign and i am having trouble eating anything more chewy than oatmeal…. darnit! The dentist thinks I have a piece of food stuck that is causing the infection between my back upper right 2 teeth. It is affecting my whole right side of my face though and my lymph nodes are really doing their job – my neck is swollen with them, along with the nodes right along my jawline. This next part is kinda gross so skip if needed. The dentist told me to soak floss in a hydrogen peroxcide/water mixture and tenderly floss the sections that are infected to help draw out some of the swelling. He said it wil bleed, but it is actually doing some good getting in there and maybe working the piece of food out. Then he said I should also rinse with saltwater and/or Listerine. Well, I have been doing all of this. Let me tell you, the floss thing hurts like hell, but I think it is actually working. The swelling is down a bit today. While my gums have not been bleeding, they did turn a nasty shade of dark purple and angry looking – when the dentist saw them he said ”well, I can see what you mean by ‘scary looking’” but he also said this is fairly common. Whew – I like fairly common… :-)

Anyway, If the swelling is not completely down/gone by Friday I am gonna run in to his office and get a prescription for antibiotics as I head out of town for a good friend’s wedding.

So here is my day in a nutshell -

  • 7:15AM get up to a wailing cat to feed and give him a shot 
  • back to sleep – I love sleep
  • call invisalign dentist – tell him what normal dentist said last night after stayed he after hours to see me (what a nice guy)
  • swish with peroxide; swish with salt water, floss and scream, take 3 motrin
  • call mom to give her update on how I am feeling
  • back to sleep – I love vacation
  • try to eat lunch, end up throwing it away and eating oatmeal
  • swish with peroxide; swish with salt water, floss and scream, take 3 motrin
  • watch TiVo’ed Oprah, Law and Order and In the Loop with iVillage
  • sleep sleep sleep
  • wake up to mom calling to see how I am feeling
  • go get mail; put Netflix’ed Knocked Up in DVD player; laugh uncontrolably
  • swish with peroxide; swish with salt water, floss and scream, forget to take 3 motrin
  • finish wacthing DVD extras from Knocked Up, put in The Queen
  • realize extra large orange cat has not been given evening shot or food – mom apologized to extremely pissed off cat-child
  • Order comfort food of Fish and chips from favorite take out place
  • eat 2 bites of fish and 10 fries before giving up on food for the day
  • pet/play fetch with extra large cat-child who is now extremely pleased after getting a few bites of left over fish
  • watch TiVo’ed TV for a while
  • swish with peroxide; swish with salt water, floss and scream, take 2 motrin with sleep aid
  • Update blog on brand. new. computer! I am in love.
  • hopefully sleep all through the night without extra large orange cat licking me/wanting to play at 4:15AM…. I can wish.

Have a great night everyone – the sleeping pill is kicking in!

AJ