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AJ Loves to Sleep

My poor Mr More (my 26lb, 15 year-old, diabetic cat) was REALLY sick all night. By sick, I mean, “stuff” coming out both ends all night. him shaking, and shivering in the shower stall all night. trying to go potty, but having issues (of the non-’solid’ variety), and since he is long-haired, hissing at me as I cleaned him up each time.

And being the good cat parent that I am, I was up with him.

All. Night. Long.

Poor big baby.

With less than 2 hours of sleep, I woke up at 6:30 all ready to get my butt on the treadmill.

Yeah- that didn’t even happen. Again. I went back to sleep for a while. (later on, I ended up taking a 3 hour nap at at 3 when I wanted to workout again. I really needed the sleep after my hellish night with the cat*.)

Grr.

With non-sleep comes poor(er) lunch food choices, I have found.

Anyway, Here is my food diary for the day.

B-fast

  • 13 high fiber crackers
  • cottage cheese
  • water
  • apple

Snack

  • Greek yogurt with blueberries

Lunch – I met a good friend for lunch. I made three food mistakes. 1. I did not know where were were going before I got to her office. 2. I was almost ready to eat my own hand when we got there 3. I asked her what she was going to get before I even looked at the menu. Dumb.

  • Bunless hamburger with a sprinkling of blue cheese
  • sweet potato fries with a small amount of dipping sauce
  • about 4 glasses of water (no soda- BIG ACHIEVEMENT)

Dinner:

  • Green salad with carrots, broccoli slaw (no dressing on the slaw) and cucumbers
  • Small amount of dressing (olive oil vinaigrette)
  • 3 servings of steamed broccoli plain
  • 2 light string cheese “logs” (is that what they are called?)
  • water

Snack:

  • a serving of Kashi Go Lean with 1 percent milk

While lunch was not at all what I would call the best option, I have to say I chose sweet potato fries over regular, no bun over bun, and water over soda. I actually heard myself ordering “diet-actually, just water please.”

When the heck have I done that in the last 6 months?

NEVER.

It has been all about the ‘supersize” this and “extra sauce” there. And “fried” everything else. I didn’t do that today. I did have something fried today, but a relatively small amount and it got rid of any craving I had.

But I think I made up for my “splurge” but eating a “light’ early dinner full of veggies.

I have to remember that this process is not a quick fix– it is a process.I live in the real life, not on TV on the Biggest Loser with my meals planned for me and 5 hours of exercise a day.

ONE DAY ONE MEAL AT A TIME.

I wanted to jump on the scale this morning to see “if I lost anything” but decided against it. One of my “goals” was to not weigh myself for 1 month. It has only been 4 days and I am already wanting to see if the changes to my diet are affecting me positively, body-wise.

I can tell you that the food changes are already helping me with my mood. I am not so crabby. And I am feeling more positive.

And positive is a great feeling.

*Mr More decided to feel MUCH better later in the day, of course after I had made an emergency vet appt. I was able to cancel the appt, and hope he won’t keep me up all night tonight. he is begging for food right now, so I think he is on the mend. Thank Goodness!

Note to self…

Just because you have an uncanny nack for dolling out the compliments EXACTLY when others need them does not mean that they will, can (or NEED) to do the same thing for you. They are not mind readers, and neither are you – most of the time. :-)

Note to self…

Question: AJ, why, again, do we not buy the bite sized milky way bars?

AJ answers: Because even though I am not a chocolate person, if it is in the house and it is after 8:30PM, I will eat it. OK, not just it, ALL of it.

Having to type this out has stopped me at 5 bite sized milky way’s. That is actually the serving size, so it is better than eating the whole thing obviously.

My sciatica is KILLING me today– I stood for 8 hours giving presentations to (suprisingly attentive and interested) 9th graders about poverty reduction. By the last one, I was leaning on a chair to keep my balance- my left leg was totally asleep while my butt was crying out in pain. OWIE. Anyway, as soon as I sat down in the car, it was about 75% better, so that is good. The muscles are just tight and throb-y tonight. Back to the Chiro on Tuesday for another adjustment, thank god. I really can’t wait!

SO GLAD TO HAVE DIZZY BACK. Just had to mention she posted tonight so go see her!

TTFN- AJ